trust

He comes to the door
It seems like a chore
He says hello
It starts off slow
It all begins
We start to grin
I feel it tho
Starts to flow
The blood runs down
He begins to frown
Tells me he's sorry 
As the tears fall 
I begin to bawl
I'm on the other side
It felt like i died
He yells through the door
My arm gets sore
He breaks the door down
I'm shaking around
Curled up in a ball
He seems very tall
So strong
My heart tells me it's wrong
He picks me up
He asks me what's up
I look in his eyes
I see all the lies
He tells me he loves me so dear
So I hear
We get all close
We take another dose
I feel it now
He smiles at me
I smile back 
But what do I lack
I see the way he looks at her
It's all a blur
I remember when it was just us
Now its just stress
I worry where he goes
Who knows 
I cry all night
He might
Did he
Fool around
Can I trust him
I can't.